Just to point this out but i think "February" is kinda spelled weird. Or difficult for me. In comparison to other months anyways.
Anyways, back to the blog about nothing.
The next few weeks will be the lead up to University. I've made it into a Bach of Music in UWS. Which i haven't mentioned (because i haven't blogged for less than a month)
I'm not overly nervous about it, i will be on the day or the night before. In the meantime I've just been bumming it out at home, working twice a week and whatever else.
Today became a bit of a slump where i just feel like i can't be bothered doing anything any more. Not that i'm doing anything, but ultimately being bothered is just not worth bothering for. I'm somewhat optimistic that perhaps when i start uni things will happen and i'll feel like i can be bothered. Or i'm just being optimistic and uni will just mean i'll be having assignments and having to study will just drag me down and i'll just be worse off.
The future at the moment is just filled with un-certainty. I know what i'm doing but i don't know where i'm going if that makes sense.
